ORDINARY??

You used to think that someone would come along and lay beside you right where they belong. But the other side of the mattress looks brand new. What's the point of holding onto what never gets used? Other than to sit and desire for something new. And I try not to worry, but you've got me terrified. I spent this year as a ghost and I'm not sure what I'm looking for. I spent this year as a ghost, and I'm not sure where home is anymore. I gave you my all and you didn't give anything. Now you don't have anything, and I don’t feel bad for you. You've screwed up ... but in your heart you know better. It’s hard to lose somebody. I spent a lot of time searching for reasons or answers...

...but you can't find what's not there...

ANALYSIS

ordinary world: Marlin and Coral live in the sea anemone with their 400 eggs. A shark came and ate Coral and all the eggs but one--Nemo. 
call: Nemo gets caught by the humans and Marlin has to get him back.
refusal of the call: The shark attack made Marlin paranoid and he's scared to swim out to sea but he does it to save Nemo
mentor: Dori is the mentor and she teaches Marlin how to relax, to be funny, and to find the humor in things.
the crossing: Marlin swims into open sea!!
tests: In the whale, Marlin gives Dori her own advice, and when she takes it everything works out
approach: when Marlin tells Dori to go away..
ordeal: when Marlin went back to help Dori
reward: The pelican helps Marlin get to Nemo
return with elixir: Marlin and Nemo live a normal, stress-free life

FOUND

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul

and makes us reach for more,

its about keeping promises,

and following your heart

its not gonna be easy,

its gonna be really hard,

and we're gonna have to work,

[ but i want it ]

because i want you,
all of you.

you just tell me what you want.

Unconditional

This is my reminder to be the best person I can be for myself and everyone around me. To look at situations with open-minded compassion, knowing that even the hard lessons in life can make us a better person. Life is too short to shy away in the shadows. Love first. Infinite. Measureless. No limits. No conditions. Complete love. Nobody's perfect, everyone has faults. Accept people for who they are, and respect their decisions.

DIRECT ORDERS

Rock out like you're in love
Rock out like no one else matters
Rock out like you're ugly and proud
Rock out like you're dancing with ELLEN
Rock out like you found $20 on the ground
Rock out in beast mode
Rock out like there's ants in your pants
Rock out like you can change the world
Rock out like you love good music
Rock out like you know you're going to heaven
Rock out like Cher and Christina
rock out like there's no tomorrow.

LIFE

live life to the fullest.
be happy; happiness is a choice only YOU can make
be positive.
live in the moment.
fill your heart with love.
and love life.
let your inner beauty shine.
laugh often, and you can never smile too much.
have little worry and don't let the little things bring you down.
no one else can determine your attitude.
believe in your dreams..they really do come true.
life is a gift; can be wild, can be crazy, can be easy, can be hard, and life can be complicated. It has its ups and downs, the good and bad--its a challenge, meet it.
life will come and go . . it gives opportunity . . take it.
life is great--make something good of it.

BROKEN DREAMS

i walk alone..i walk alone.

when push comes to shove, there's no one by my side. I've pushed and shoved everyone too far. No one seems to care, especially times like now, when i need it most.

i walk alone..i walk alone.

i don't get it. how do people get to this place? or why?

i walk alone..i walk alone.


trying to be someone else, someone you're not, just so dull and fake.

I'M THINKING ABOUT YOU...

I'm thinking about you like tables think about chairs. Like bows think about hairs. Like flags think about poles. Like poles think about strippers. Like needles think about veins. Like lighthouses think about coasts. Like butter thinks about toast.

LOVE IS

love is an anchor..
love is trust..
love is hope..
love is contagious..
love is music to my ears..
love never fails..
to love and to be loved is everything.

INTRO

School is definitely NOT for me...Senioritis: A crippling disease that strikes high school seniors. Symptoms include: laziness, an over-excessive wearing of track pants, old athletic shirts, sweatpants, athletic shorts, and sweatshirts. Also features a lack of studying, repeated absences, and a generally dismissive attitude. The only known cure is a phenomenon known as GRADUATION