PARIS

My first day getting to Paris, I didn't know what to expect. Same with the next 6 days. I don't think I ever I guess became the local I was supposed to. I was always just kind of a tourist..or a terrorist. Struggling my way through the class too lazy to do anything...hm.

JEALOUSY

Ok, so I didn't find a poem that made me jealous, its a couple songs with the music videos.
The boy always gets the girl. No matter what they go through it's always a happy ending. Another thing, the girl has thee nicest body I've ever seen. JEALOUS. One of the songs, her life just sounds so happy and easy going, which my life is sometimes. I just wish it always was.

MY JOURNEY

My hero's journey...I don't even know how to do this.
I think mine would be somewhat like the Notebook...
or I would HOPE it would be something like the Notebook.
Maybe a mixture between the Notebook, Burlesque, Kit
Kitteridge, and The Pursuit of Happiness.
The End..

ORDINARY...

I am a teenage girl. I go to Lone Peak High School. I work at Texas Roadhouse, but I wish I didn't. I love sleeping more than anything! I love my friends and my family...but don't always show it. I am terrible at expressing emotion and I have a terrible temper and I'm very moody. I laugh most of my life away and I don't really have serious moments. I love food. Always eating. I'm a procrastinator. I love spending money. I'm very stubborn, impatient and selfish, but very understanding. I'm wild and crazy but I'm boring and lazy. I need to spice up my life, its time for a change. When i notice these things about myself I know other people notice it too and that makes me self conscious. I'll figure it out. Too much of something is never a good thing.

MY STORY

My life doesn't have a story. Just because it has no ending. I live on the edge of my seat. No plans. No worries. No cares. But IF my life had a story, the story would surprise you. Its not the short story you'd expect it to be...it shows my point of view, so long and drug out and sort of in slow motion. There's chaos all around but I'm just calm. Numb. The characters in my story are all funny, happy go lucky people, then there's the occasional menace that has to come in and screw everything up.

BEHIND THESE EYES

You make me hide
Behind my fear
You find my weakness,
Bring it forward,
And in my fear,
I'm paranoid
That others see.
 I think that I
Am who's at fault;
That I can never be
As good as what
I think I should.
You're the enemy in me!
I see just what you are,
so go and let me be..
I wont give in.

SHAKE THE DUST

This one's for the rich girls,

This is for the wanna be's

Its for the tweeters

For the gossip girls,

This is for the cool kids?

GET OVER IT.

this is for the fakes.

This is for the unhappy people

this is for the wild ones.

and for their uptight mothers.

This is for my mother.

GET OVER IT.

This is for the dreamers.

....for the dreams.

This one's for the broken hearts,

its for the copy cats,

its for the sluts.

This one's for the good girls

....too good girls.

GET OVER IT..
JUST DEAL WITH IT.

GHANDI

I keep forgetting life isn't about keeping score.
It's not about how many friends you have
Or how accepted you are.
Not about if you have plans this weekend or if you're alone.

It isn't about who you have kissed,
It isn't about who your family is or
how much money they have
Or what kind of car you drive.

Or where you are sent to school.
It's not about how beautiful or ugly you are.
Or what clothes you wear, what shoes you have on,
Or what kind of music you listen to.

It's not about if your hair is blonde, red, black, or brown,
Or if your skin is too light or too dark.
Not about what grades you get how smart you are, how smart
everybody else thinks you are, or how smart
standardized tests say you are.

Life just isn't. 

I've seen the light..and tonight isn't the last time.

Life is about who you love and who you hurt.
It's about who you make happy or unhappy purposely.
It's about keeping or betraying trust.
It's about friendship, used as a sanctity or as a weapon.

It's about what you say and mean, maybe hurtful, maybe heartening.
It's about starting rumors and contributing to petty gossip.
It's about what judgments you pass and why.
And who your judgments are spread to.

It's about who you've ignored with full control and intention.
It's about jealousy, fear, ignorance, and revenge.
It's about carrying inner hate and love,
letting it grow and spreading it.

But most of all, it's about using your life to touch or poison
other people's hearts in such a way that could have
never occurred alone.

Only you choose the way those hearts are affected, and those
choices are what life's all about. 

                  --the unknown

ORDINARY??

You used to think that someone would come along and lay beside you right where they belong. But the other side of the mattress looks brand new. What's the point of holding onto what never gets used? Other than to sit and desire for something new. And I try not to worry, but you've got me terrified. I spent this year as a ghost and I'm not sure what I'm looking for. I spent this year as a ghost, and I'm not sure where home is anymore. I gave you my all and you didn't give anything. Now you don't have anything, and I don’t feel bad for you. You've screwed up ... but in your heart you know better. It’s hard to lose somebody. I spent a lot of time searching for reasons or answers...

...but you can't find what's not there...

ANALYSIS

ordinary world: Marlin and Coral live in the sea anemone with their 400 eggs. A shark came and ate Coral and all the eggs but one--Nemo. 
call: Nemo gets caught by the humans and Marlin has to get him back.
refusal of the call: The shark attack made Marlin paranoid and he's scared to swim out to sea but he does it to save Nemo
mentor: Dori is the mentor and she teaches Marlin how to relax, to be funny, and to find the humor in things.
the crossing: Marlin swims into open sea!!
tests: In the whale, Marlin gives Dori her own advice, and when she takes it everything works out
approach: when Marlin tells Dori to go away..
ordeal: when Marlin went back to help Dori
reward: The pelican helps Marlin get to Nemo
return with elixir: Marlin and Nemo live a normal, stress-free life

FOUND

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul

and makes us reach for more,

its about keeping promises,

and following your heart

its not gonna be easy,

its gonna be really hard,

and we're gonna have to work,

[ but i want it ]

because i want you,
all of you.

you just tell me what you want.

Unconditional

This is my reminder to be the best person I can be for myself and everyone around me. To look at situations with open-minded compassion, knowing that even the hard lessons in life can make us a better person. Life is too short to shy away in the shadows. Love first. Infinite. Measureless. No limits. No conditions. Complete love. Nobody's perfect, everyone has faults. Accept people for who they are, and respect their decisions.

DIRECT ORDERS

Rock out like you're in love
Rock out like no one else matters
Rock out like you're ugly and proud
Rock out like you're dancing with ELLEN
Rock out like you found $20 on the ground
Rock out in beast mode
Rock out like there's ants in your pants
Rock out like you can change the world
Rock out like you love good music
Rock out like you know you're going to heaven
Rock out like Cher and Christina
rock out like there's no tomorrow.

LIFE

live life to the fullest.
be happy; happiness is a choice only YOU can make
be positive.
live in the moment.
fill your heart with love.
and love life.
let your inner beauty shine.
laugh often, and you can never smile too much.
have little worry and don't let the little things bring you down.
no one else can determine your attitude.
believe in your dreams..they really do come true.
life is a gift; can be wild, can be crazy, can be easy, can be hard, and life can be complicated. It has its ups and downs, the good and bad--its a challenge, meet it.
life will come and go . . it gives opportunity . . take it.
life is great--make something good of it.

BROKEN DREAMS

i walk alone..i walk alone.

when push comes to shove, there's no one by my side. I've pushed and shoved everyone too far. No one seems to care, especially times like now, when i need it most.

i walk alone..i walk alone.

i don't get it. how do people get to this place? or why?

i walk alone..i walk alone.


trying to be someone else, someone you're not, just so dull and fake.

I'M THINKING ABOUT YOU...

I'm thinking about you like tables think about chairs. Like bows think about hairs. Like flags think about poles. Like poles think about strippers. Like needles think about veins. Like lighthouses think about coasts. Like butter thinks about toast.

LOVE IS

love is an anchor..
love is trust..
love is hope..
love is contagious..
love is music to my ears..
love never fails..
to love and to be loved is everything.

INTRO

School is definitely NOT for me...Senioritis: A crippling disease that strikes high school seniors. Symptoms include: laziness, an over-excessive wearing of track pants, old athletic shirts, sweatpants, athletic shorts, and sweatshirts. Also features a lack of studying, repeated absences, and a generally dismissive attitude. The only known cure is a phenomenon known as GRADUATION